broken pieces~

There was a girl named Joan.....she live in a normal family, study in normal school and has normal friends....

one day, Joan was walking with a birthday girl and a few friends...
some of her friend was so mysterious, which she and the birthday girl doesn't know what's going on.... few minutes later, another group of friends surprisingly bring out the cake and started to sing birthday song to the birthday girl... Joan stand aside and look at the smile on the birthday girl's face... And she feels.................. happy but abit sad... in her mind, she was wondering "when can i have those surprises by my friends?, hmmm.. maybe.. i will have those surprises also during my birthday...." with a big smile on her face* :D

one month later..
few days to go before her birthday....
she was so excited while waiting for her birthday to come.... during the night time, she sits beside the bed looking out the window, thinking how her birthday would like during her birthday.. << friends singing birthday song for her?, surprising her from behind?, or maybe do something special for her?>>

during Joan's birthday...
she was so happy walking around the school, she was waiting for something to happen.... but there's was no one notice, even her closest friend.... people forgot about her birthday... she though her friends would greet her or surprise her... but she gets her hope up too high.... after the class, she run back while tears falling down from her eyes... she lock herself up in the room...

although, she still hopes that something really special would happen once in her life.. but never.... So, slowly she lost her hope in surprises and miracles... because whenever she gets her hope up high, the higher she falls.... she was scare and afraid.. so that she hide her expression and hope in a box and lock every things up... And she spend her life in a normal, simple, happy way...... people doesn't really know what she wants... so she kept it all for herself.... help others and become the strongest she could be...